Miss~ Do you miss me?

Miss, do you miss me?

I would somehow miss ya, but ya would never miss me.

Irony eh~ 

I miss a lot of ppl...

...yeah, even though ppl that I missed are not worthy to be missed.

But I missed talking to them...

Things are not the same now, things have changed...

People changed over the time...

Its scary when I thought about that.

Its scary for most of the time when I found out something that were meant to be kept secret/hidden by someone.

How could such and such be so unpredictable.

How could they say A in front of you and say B behind your back?

Hideous~

Are those humans?

Humans with feelings?

To me, they are the worst creature I've ever met.

Worst than monsters.

Thank God I found out who they were before I immersed myself deeply into their traps.

The saying 'The more you know, the more you don't know' sticks to my mind like a glue.

It's one of the phrases that my land law lecturer used to tell us.

I really missed talking to him. 

He's really fun to be around. A good-old teacher.

Anyway, 'The more you know, the more you don't know' is a very true phrase.

Somehow, there's one question in front of you but once you unlocked the question and gain the answers, other questions popped up again...and after you answered the 2nd question, 3rd question will definitely pop up...and it goes on and on.

Sometimes I really wonder where would I be if I close my eyes - sleeping - and won't be able to wake up.

Would I be considered dead?

Or would I be in a coma and my spirit wanders around elsewhere?

Or ... if I'm really dead, then would I have feelings over the things that I'd be doing?

I pondered on these questions at a very young age.

I wondered about the question 'incarnation'.

Does it really exist???

Humans exist for quite some time already, 350,000 years ago.

That's pretty long...what happened to those souls?

Did some of the souls reincarnated into new beings?

I have lots of questions on my mind really and it's boggling me, never leave me all these while.

What would I do if someday, I'm dead?

Would I know how I die?

Do I have any feelings at all?

Would I regret for the things that I left behind undone?

I've read something and I know something ... somehow, it's not something that I would be able to share, so the secret lies with me.

Tata~

*sign off*

camy_she