Unconnected...

I don't feel connected anymore.
It seems as if all the plugs has been pulled out.
No connection.
Nothing.
And it went dead dead dead.

There's no sincerity...
No reassurance...
No sensitivity...
No motivation...
Nothing.
Empty like a can.

Silent Night!

It's Christmas Eve tomorrow.

No exchange gift session happening though...therefore no Boxing Day for me this year.

Hm...I feel kinda sad. Coz I would be celebrating Christmas without my dad this year.

It's heartbreaking...nerve breaking but there's nothing that we can do.

New Year 2010 is coming...just few days to go.

Wow...time really flies.

Hopefully everything goes well and I'll be able to graduate next year.

Anyway, it's been a tough year for me.

I was having the biggest crisis ever in my life - the news on my dad passing and it happened 2-3 weeks just before my biggest exam of the year.

I'm glad I managed to pull it thru and landed on a good result.

That's what I'm going to do next year.

New Year 2010 wishes:
Study hard and study smart.
Exercise well and maintain my body shape.
Enjoy life and never look back.
Go for another Europe Tour. =)
Prepare myself to survive in the outside world.
And oh yah, get myself Xena's Original DVD!!! Can't wait!
World peace to everyone. Oh yeah!
Pray pray pray.

So yeah, that's what I'll do.
The first one is the hardest.
Wish me lots of luck.
Aiyayayayaiiiiiiii.

*sign off*
camy_she

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it is called the present.

What a lovely quote isn't it?

Where does it come from?
Did I make that out?
Haha...I wish.

But the full quote actually sounds like this.

"The clock is running. Make the most of today. Time waits for no man. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it is called the present."

I really love this quote.
It's really genuine and meaningful.

I came across it years back but I wasn't into literature previously and just read those words blankly as words.

However, I stepped on the crossroad once again when I was reading the Our Daily Bread booklet.

Since I've grown fonder towards literature lately, these words came to me like 'WOW!'...it's so true!!!

I shall no longer care more about yesterday because it's history. There's nothing I could do to change the things.

There's a lot of regrets but time waits for no one and I shall move onwards from now on because tomorrow is a mystery and I want to see what kind of mystery that's awaiting me.

Well, today is a gift...and I shall use the gift to embark on a mystery journey to get the present that I want.
The one that will bless my own life and others.


*sign off*
camy_she

A world of my own.

Am I slowly drifting away to my own world?
A world of my own.
I think so.
It's better that way.
And I feel safer too.
Human beings are too cruel to each other.
Perhaps keeping myself in would save me.

I wish I have amnesia so that I could forget the past and recreate a new ones.

I challenged you!!!

Heh, can you do better than me?

Hiak hiak hiak!!!

;)

I can do

297
clicks

in 30 secs.
Are you faster?

*CUT*

Last week, I cut the Yeo's Box open.

Besides getting the box cut opened...I also give myself a cut.

*OUCH*
Yes, it's healing now.
The thing was...the wound was so small and it was incomparable to a huge wounds but still it gave a very uneasy feeling for the next few days.

Small things does transformed itself into big things.

*SIGH*


*sign off*
camy_she

Popeye the Sailormoon...wait...no no...it's Sailorman. ;)

Darn...
Last week I was happily eating away the spinach that my mummy cooked.
Yes, I wanna be as strong as Popeye.
But as I craved my way through the spinach...I found something floating on the soup.

YES! Floating.
And here's the thing that floated!

ARGHHHH!!!
TANG ARRRR!!!
It's a worm.
A very 'geli' worm.
Immediately I stopped eating.
I just can't continue eating after I saw what's actually swimming on my bowl.
>.< I was devastated. I was speechless. I was...numbed by the sight of the worm. Ok...it's my bad day that day. GOSH!!! My mum already washed it several times before cook it and yet, the worm still came by swimming before my very own eyes.

Oh well, I guess in the 'suratan takdir', I was destined to meet this poor worm when I was enjoying the spinach.

RIP WORM!
Ur lucky because you appear on my blog.

Because of you, I wrote this post.
Because of you, I got freaked out.
And because of you, I lost my appetite!

*sign off*
camy_she

DURIANS!

Did you guys remember that I mentioned about durians on my previous post?
Yep, here's the pictures.
TONNES OF THEM.
WARNING: So if you don't want to read further on because of the nauseating view...u may leave. =)

I'm not sure by the exact figure of the durians coz we bought a lot.
Hey, it's the durian season again. Don't miss it. ;)

The type of durians that I like is the milky flavour durians. It really taste like concentrated milk. Er...I'm not sure how to explain but it really taste awesome. It's tender and the fless is milky in colour. Haha. However, I despise the bitter ones. I could recognise a bitter durian by the first look. It has a little black colouration in the middle.

Here's the example of the milky flavour durians. =)

And here's another one. Aww...wish I could indulge in them at the moment. They were all so fleshy back then before I devoured them. HAHA!

Oh, wait...what's wrong with this picture above? Is there something stuck on it?
*zoom in*

Not really stuck...it's actually a small little meat. YAM YAM!

Look at the full size capacity that it grew on.

It capsised according to the outerior layer.
FULL CUP!

See what I meant by concentrated? The flesh was not damaged even though I put a pressure on it.
It stayed strongly on its seed. HAH!

The interior of the durian. WAH! *drooling*

This is what I like the best about durians.
There's always a small piece of it whenever we open into another layer.
If you're lucky enough, you could find cute filling in it. =)
Like what I found. Hee!

It's thin...fleshy...and guess what...

The seed was really small. ;)
*PERFECT*

What happened to the durians?
Did we keep it for tomorrow?
The answer is NO!
We ate all of them in a short time.
We love We love DURIANS!!! AW!!!

Finding durians = Tonnes of them
BUT
Eating a great durians = Priceless
;)


*sign off*
camy_she

This is it...

This is it...yes...the moment that I've been yearning for.

EKKK...

Well, not exactly.

But it's for my own benefit so I'll just have to do for the sake of it.

I'm gonna go in by myself this time.

And no one gonna accompany me.

*walks to the days of alone-ing-ness*

Gosh..I'm gonna be bored for few hours...then got excited in a matter of an hour ... and then ... got pretty nervous again the next minute.

I'm impressed by my ability to have different feelings as time ticks by.

Yada yada yada...


So I'm gonna tuck in early today.

That's all...

Tata...



*sign off*
camy_she

*Mystery*

I'm gonna do a life-threatening-action this coming Tuesday.

Wish me luck.

*breathe in - breathe out - breathe in*

It may not sound life-threatening for others but it is for me.

*breathe in - breathe out - breathe in*

I hope I would be able to learn new things thru this experience.

Arrghh...

Gambatte to me yah!

I just hope I don't do anything embarrassing.

o.O''

And hopefully I'm not smart enough to out-smart the others.

Haha.

JK!

Perhaps, I should wish to meet someone I'd already know?

... er ... maybe NOT!


Mystery around the corner...


... ... ...


* Du du... Du du......


Hello?


*line went dead*


Hello?


*monotone sounds could be heard*


Huh?


*sign off*
camy_she